Saturday, October 4, 2008

Godfuckingdamnit.
I need something to break.

And yes, I am angry. I can't be expected not to be.

So angry, I don't know how I'm resisting the urge to start shouting at walls and making scenes. Or stepping on shards of broken glass. Or refusing to speak to anyone at all.

That is the whole trouble with this love thing. Falling in love is like cutting your heart into pieces and everytime something ends, you leave a piece with whoever was kind enough to break it off. If I keep going this way, I'm going to need serious therapy. And so I won't.

It's not your fault, I'm just angry and I need to let it out. I knew it was inevitable but sometimes you have to throw out hollow curses just to see if someone will listen.

15 comments:

E said...

' i wanna tell u that it isn't wrong,
of loving then losing then moving on'

horrible cheesy cliche aside,
*hug*

dont give up on the whole love thing just cuz half a dozn of them are idiots.
or half a million.

faith.

Unknown said...

have faith :)

and sorry to barge in :)

Furqan said...

heard,thought id check out the blog

still can't find that fairy tale perfect/forever love? i'm thinking, 2 or maybe 3 repeats within the next year but still,good luck.

Anonymous said...

I swear to God, I will stack up on some very breakable cheap things some day. And I will let them fly into the wall whenever. You shall be invited. Until then, shout.
And don't give up =)

Opinionated Jaahil said...

Furqan: Yeah umm, thanks for the heartfelt sympathy, you can move on now. =)

And thank you all. =)

Tinuviel said...

I think Furqan's talking about himself. Little boy can't find his own fairytale.

How cute.

Up yours, Furqan? =]

Furqan said...

that too but i fiured you'd have learnt better than to butt in when people don't need you to,a couple months back july maybe. not that i expect you to understand what that shit saved opinionated from back then.

Tinuviel said...

Awww, and you do?

Considering you were the one going around boasting about it?
Grow up, Furqan.

When it comes to Opinionated, I WILL butt in.
And maybe, just maybe (and I know how hard it may be for a thick-skulled poodle like you to understand) Opinionated WANTED me to butt in, eh?

But I won't hold it against you for not thinking of this first. =]

Furqan said...

Thing is,(and im still not bringing any disses here) I do because i was the one that started it.as for the boasting..i actually wanted you to tell her what you knew. whatever happened, end result = certain 'people' cant use that shit anymore(if youre following). i didnt need to tell anyone 'why' all that happened. but for now, i'm SURE no one wanted you to butt in.

trust me, i was outta here before you came in, and i dont feel like fighting on ZE INTERNETZ like a 12 year old anymore, so have fun.

Dreaminglass said...

WHOA, ADOLESCENT BITCHFIT ALL AROUND.

Christ, you kids have seriously managed to wind yourself up tighter than a baby's asshole. And let me tell you, a baby's asshole is PRETTY fucking tight. Tighter than a fire is hot.

smoke a blunt. see lights jump around. Listen to Van Halen. Float on a cloud given some inexplicably complicated yet important number, and shut the fuck up.

E said...

not that i know either of u..but.

FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT.

sorry i just HAD to put my 2cents in.

Tinuviel said...

Mani tumhe kese pata what a baby's asshole feels like? =P

Ali said...

dreaminglass... that just sounded...wrong. plz refrain from further descriptions woth pedophilic tendencies.

opinionated needs to get into contact with me. Look on the bright side now, you're finally legal! :D

Anonymous said...

How come I only show up when the fun bits are over?! Hmph.

Furqan said...

feel free to poke your way in.